A mother’s moment of pride……
This Hadith shows that, for a Muslim, trials are also a blessing in this world because his sins are forgiven in proportion to the trials he has to face and his reward is increased with the Will of Allah. Thus, a Muslim should always be patient and contented in the event of trial because without these qualities he will not have the privilege associated with them. In fact, his impatience would increase his sins even further.
“And certainly, We shall test you with something of fear, hunger, loss of wealth, lives and fruits, but give glad tidings to As-Sabirun (the patient).”
~ Al-Baqarah : 155 ~
Facing each day with an open heart and open mind, and I accepted what have been bestowed to me…..
It’s been a week since I was tested with the lost of my tiny little love. Alhamdulilllah, I could overcome those difficult time. I still ponder and still feel the lost, but I also know that my life have to go on.
Allah has been kind to me. I don’t know what I did to deserve that. And I am so grateful for that. Some of my responsibilities have been lighten as I have a helper now at home. It may be temporary or permanent. At least, for now I can breathe a little easier than before.
I am so looking forward to attend my classes. I missed some of them due to the unforeseen circumstances. The pearls from my Ustaz hafizullah, somehow heal my soul.
I accepted the examinations results of my children with open heart and open mind. I know they had done their very best. They might not be the top student, but I am grateful that they are not far behind. I know they can do better in the near future. Insya’Allah….
The tiny little thing called love did not emerge at all. It has left me. It’s fated that it’s not meant to be mine. I accepted the fact with open heart and open mind that it’s gone now.
I feel the lost. I feel the hurt. I feel the pain.
But I know Allah has better plans for me. I know Allah never burden me with something that I could not bear to handle. I know Allah is with me.
My pray is that my tiny little love will wait for me….somewhere….. 😥