Seriously, I am feeling mentally tired right now. The attitude in the house is bringing me down.
I am always looking forward to my classes by Ustaz Shafi hafizahullah. His words of wisdom really perks me up. Time really went past so fast when I was in his class. With good people sitting around me and under the wings of millions of angels, I was in the garden of paradise.
Having the chance to step out of the house brings joyous feeling to me. My bedroom is my sanctuary now. After I’ve done with all the responsibilities, going out or hide inside was all I wanted to do. Somehow I could managed my stress level better that way.
I’ve learnt something valuable this week. Even how bad I want something to happen, and Allah does not permit that to happen, it will NEVER happen. And there’s always a blessing in disguise. It proves that Allah knows what’s best for me.
Quote from my Ustaz, “our society has celebrated victory first, even before the battle starts.”
People are busy preparing for Hari Raya, even before Ramadhan comes. But what have we prepare for the coming Ramadhan? Shopping, shopping and more shopping?
It’s time to reflect and get organized for the holy month of Ramadhan.