I almost forgot that I have a blog to update.

I am done with my visiting for Hari Raya.  This year is the most simplest Raya that I ever had.  No new clothes for us and I did not bake anything.  I visited very limited relatives as most of them I’ve met on the first day of  Raya.

As days goes by, my responsibilities grow.  I have so many things to handle and I need lots of strength and motivation to cope.  Seriously, I’m mentally exhausted.  At times, I wish that all those things that I need to do will just disappear.  Too much for me to handle.  But I can’t run away from reality.  What needs to be done, has to be done.

For me, October is the month of stress, as my children will have their final examination coming soon.  I’m learning hard to be more relax and let them do their best.  But I just can’t help to feel anxious.

As I’m typing this, I can barely open my eyes.  Lately I’ve been so lethargic and I just want to lie down. Hubby has been so helpful lately and I’m grateful that he understands me better than anyone in this world.

I pray that Allah makes everything easier for me,  lighten my burdens and smoothen my journey towards HIM….